On entering into this world, I saw a beautiful light.  At first, I believed the light to be the light of hope.  But as I approached, the illusion faded.

 The light was pure beauty.  Beauty without hope.  Inside it was grace, and power, and knowledge, and a new tool-a new and elegant way to represent the world.

Thus, I was introduced to numbers for the first time.

But also, I kept the beauty-the beauty without hope.  I stowed it in my mind forever, focusing on the beauty of what's here and now, and not hoping.