MDA Festival Tag: Mash; Looking for Ed Potatoes
Diary
Day 1
I do not recall it. I may only try to reconstruct it from other's memories - and my own research. I believe I was born near Gazebo of Chaos - where some sorcerer, too dumb to be remembered, experimented with Principle od Entrophy - trying to bind it by Elements and Light to have a faithful and powerful servant. He should have known better than that - you cannot enslave entrophy. You may only tore a chunk of it - giving it power and consiousness. And there I was - creature of chaos, kept together by elements and tainted by light. I believe consumption of the sorcerer was my first action, the sign of my birth. I can still feel his soul screaming for release - it becomes weaker and weaker, though, as my inner chaos decomposes it and my identity grows stronger and better defined.
The Light taint was a curse and blessing then - it was a part of me too deeply rooted to be rejected, and strong enough to compell me to go to the surface; see the realm of Synhropy protected by my Elements and Light shield.
You may have seen me then. With my identity weak and chaotic core dubdued by synthropy around I must have been some blurry entity, merely of shadow of those around me. I do not think you may remember meeting me then - I was only empty and indistinct face to be registered, nod to be given or returned.
I was becoming stronger, though. Not by nourishment of food, but hardened by continuous raging of Principles inside.
Who am I? Or maybe - what am I? Are there other like me? I did not know - but asking questions is the first step of learning. I took that step.
Day 21
I have just finished whiting my reminiscence. I know some answers now - or at least I believe I do. What I am is unnamed, as to the best of my knowledge I am unique; I can only assume that other sorcerers learnt about their fellow practitioner's fate. Maybe one, adept of Darkness, encoutered a piece of his soul splintered by my birth. I am Beast of Primordial Chaos. I feel certain affinity to other Chaos creatures - but I am weaker than most in terms of footprint on events. Their chaos are mostly bound by Syntrophy - they are simply better adjusted to the hot world here. But they have limitations I do not - you cannot grow in power indefinitely; there is a critical mass for a power built on opposites. I do not have this problem - only my power comes so slowly.
Meanwhile, I use my inborn mimicry skills - and Light taint. I am nice to powerful, friendly to weak, fight not too fierce battles and sparrings. I feel better in Loreroot (I write this diary entry drinking excellent mead in the Root of the Matter Inn) than in Golemus.
I learn, grow - and observe..
Day 146
Awakening.... Many things happened meanwhile.
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