Open World - Multiplayer Sandbox Adventure

My name is Mya Celestia an Engel from Engelnon. There I was a healer and halberd specialist. Neither angel nor human I wander the universe seeking a place to call home. When I entered this realm, something began to call to me. It was Loreroot. The land itself summoned me. Bound to it with my very soul I will fight any and all who try to harm it.

I only have one wish...that my tiny bottle of phoenix tears restores life.

My accomplishments are hard fought.

I placed 2nd in the Heads Competition at MP4 (2009).

I have also earned Pamplemousse's spell document through a quest (2009).

Won Firsanthalas's kindness quest (2009)

Was actively involved with Granos in the Taint (2009)

I am second leader of the Guardians of the Root alliance 2009 Day 277.

I have achieved LHO (3/2010) and received a medal for my work in 2010

Mur also blessed me with a creature.

Was murdered for Mya Celestia is dead quest (6/2010)

Received a second medal for my LHO service in 2011

Co-hosted the Sludge Quest in 2011

Ran MP3 Only quest for new players to get familiar with the realm through personal contact (2011/2012)

Was killed for one of the 2012 birthday quests

Assisted Mur with his Dominion quest in 2012

Feelings

Many people take feelings for granted. What they feel they display to themselves and to everyone around them. However they do not consider the feelings of others. The life of an empath is the opposite. An empath feels everything that everyone around them feels making it harder for them to feel for themselves. An empath never really knows if what they are feeling is their feelings or the feelings of others. Thus is my life. While at times I may seem cold, it is because your feelings are so much stronger. It is my defense against your strong emotions that you see. This may seem silly to you. A person who feels what others feel to the point it affects them personally you may see as a sign of weakness. Have you dared to feel what others feel? Have you dared step into their shoes? Have you dared to open your heart to them? Maybe you are too self-centered and selfish to know or care. Maybe you don't care at all. In a world focused on self have you dared to share?

An empath doesn't get a choice. An empath feels with every word spoken, every gesture made, and every expression both seen and unseen. We are hypersensitive to the emotions of others. Only another empath truly understands the weight the emotions of another person and be. It can drive the empath to lose one's identity. You’ve spent so much time in the feelings of others that you forget or lose the ability to feel for yourself.

Being empath is not a choice. It is both a gift and a curse. I know that sounds cliché, but it's true. It is not a role that I play, nor is it a mask that I wear. It is who I am. It goes to my very soul. It is woven into my heart. You can say it's fake. You can say it's a role. But I cannot deny who I am. You may deny a part of me, and I can feel your denial. I can feel your harshness, your disgust, your coldness and through that I grasp your lack of understanding. I will not deny your feelings though you may deny mine.

I am a person. I am a player. I am an empath.

Since my hibernation (MP5 Story Mode), I have gone through some changes. I have new powers and abilities, but don't show them very often.

Since I've discovered my phoenix ancestry, a new development has happened. I can be reborn when I am killed (rp). Oddly though my hair becomes white for several days afterward. The glowing aura I use to heal has grown increasingly brighter, too.

On day 152 of year 5, I was murdered.  Since being revived, I have been........different.

I don't know if it will last or where it may lead.  I'm.....trying......to find myself again.