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My beloved Zoe Alas! My soul is torn! My beloved Zoe is gone forever. In trust I took you're hand in mine. I was naive to think I was ready for what you had to offer. You where discreet in you're maleolent ways. You had forsaken me from the start.I was unable to discern you're true intent. You had unhallowed my name to an uncanny level. A dirge was you're love song, and you never debarred from you're deceit. I now lament over what we have become. But now you are nothing more than a lamia of my youth. You have made my name delusive and void. But may now call me Death Ray! And you're stigma no longer dwells within my heart, I am now free from you're anarchist ways. You where ambivalent with me and deeply introversive. I now live in a state of nirvana, without you my dear Zoe. You can no longerinveigle me. There is nothing more you can inveigh against me to change my mind over you. My once beloved Zoe. With many regrets I know I must say goodbye...farwell my beloved Zoe... MY PAST LIFE I am me and nothing more. A nobody, someone you would hate to run across in the street. Countless felonies and a clock full of time wasted in vain. Life is horrible. Misery follows me. The hurt and pain of the past are more than I can stand and yet I’m still here. I am unable to get through the past though it may be done and over with, it still plays in my mind like it was happening right then and there. I am a lost person looking for an alternative way, but I can only see where I look at my head is held low. I see nothing there for I know nothing, but I am far from stupid though it may not show. Nothing would bring me more pleasure than a mournful death filled with the pains & sorrows and all the trouble I leave in my wake. I dread the night for I know it only brings sleep, my dreams haunt me. I have hunted those unfortunate souls of the past. The past is the Devil, always there, never letting you have a moment of peace. Idle times are much like being dead. I believe mind lost, adrift in a sea of hopelessness. Life never stops, not for moment. Even at the worst of times, it only seems to past by ever faster than before. DEATH Death is the single most painful occurrence in one’s life. It is pain beyond belief. Pain that never leave you be. Even in the dreams, in your sleeping mind, it is always there on your mind. So much sorrow, I should not keep to myself but I fear the worst if it ever comes forth. The rage you fell towards the one you hate the most is nothing compared to the loss of a dearly loved person in your life. The things I live through do not make me stronger, they only take me closer to death for in truth it is all we can count on. Its here with us day in day out. It may be far from sight, but it only creeps closer. NUMB I am numb from head to toe. I will never be free to enjoy a sensational life experience. For all I go through to ease the troubles of my mind, I only block out the entire negative and grow numb. My heart still beats along with my lungs yet I don’t feel as though I ever lived. Novocain must fill my stomach, for where else would such numbness enter such a soul as mine. Whatever you do with your life, never forget to say those three words. No one seems to stop to think about it much, but truth be told, you may never see someone ever again once you depart from them. It should be a crime not to say I LOVE YOU. Your retched soul may be bound up much like a criminal in a prison cell never to see the light of day, and then what would your life be like? Knowing you never got to say I LOVE YOU that one last time. Never again able to embrace them with your love for them again till that day comes, I pray to the Lord my soul he keeps, for that is all I have got. Until my time comes I will forever suffer the worst way possible. I LOVE YOU! is so sad.is so bad.so full of hate.to many berdens we must bear day to day,it only seems to get worst by the minet.dont want to live,but to die would be to easy.live is to vainaty,as as hell is to earth.from my world to yours,from there world to the next there all realy f***ing stupid!to dream is to fantasy for i dream to live but fantasize to die,where my world ends,no one knows how it began. |
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