Lupus Von Dracula/Lupus Pendragon/Lup Comments on self
MY LIFE
My name is Lup, there is no frist or last name to go with it. I have very few memorys of who and what I was in the past before I arrived in this land tied up in a back of a wagon under the cover of a moonless night.As I wander though this strange land things strik me as fomilar.The hollowed halls beneath Marble Dale Park send shivers up my spine.The feel of invisable eyes watching my every move huants me.Passing thnrough here and there faces and names I see bug me at the back of my mind, as if I should know them when I've never seen then before.I feel as if I've been here before.
Enough of this brooding.I shall puzzle over the past later right now I'm getting distracted.My name is Lup, as I've said but there is more to know about me.For one I'm possesed by evil hungers.Na matter what or how much I drink I still thrust.My body hungers though I dinna ken what fer.The thought of blood makes my thrist worse.The site of kissing couples makes me lustfull and the odd hunger of my body worse.I dont know what I was before I came here.Nay even who I was.But I fear what I am or are becoming.
I think I know what I am now. I have come to belive through some ah research that I am a sucubi. What I am disgusts me some what.I'm a blood sucking demon that feeds off lust its utterly shamefull.My parents if I have any must have been ashamed of me and wanted me as far away as possible.I mean that would explain me arriveing here tied up in the back of a wagon,right?
Since my arrival to this land I've made many friends them being
- Silek
- Icedragon
- Werewolfer
- Pipstickz
- Adiomino
- Shelli of Celestria
- Sir Blut
- SwoardMaster Trey
I've got to come clean and be honest,Lupus Von Dracula is me.I can't stand trying to kept it seperate.I've been doing things that have hurt SwoardMaster Trey he knows now and I jsut feel dirty.Lupus was going out with Trey then because of something Trey couldn't help she got oh hell i dont know.Things lead to things that lead to things.Any way to sum things up with out me going on and on blabbing and making no sense Lupus killed herself and tried to seperate her life and accounts.If nothing I'm saying right now makes sense sorry I'm bloody tired and operateing under maybe 5 and 1/2 hours of sleep so just deal with it.
Okay any way Trey knows,pip knows,I knows everybodys knows moving on now that we established that.Through a bunch of hours of talking we r all going to try something(and by all i dont mean my spilt personas)Just ofr everyone one knows for no one getsa confused about anything Lupus Von Dracula is me and not a spilt person and I am her.I am Pipstickz slave.Trey and I r trying to sort things out and kinda start over as bf and gf.Ok
I here by delete the arangement i worked so long to get last nite.I feel bad about it but its better that i do so now.I cant be with some how hates someone I care about.The arangment I cancel.Sorry Trey but maybe its just not ment to be.
Me age 16
ACCOMPLESHMENTS:
- GETTING A GOOD DOSE OF BAD KARMA FOR PAST ACTIONS SHOVED AT HER WAY
- MANAGEING TO BE MORE PATHIC IN SOME RESPONSES THEN LUPUS
- MANAGEING TO BE DEAD ONCE
- HAVEING A SLIPT PERSONALITY
- BEING THE BITCH LUPUS VON DACULA
- MANAGEING TO BREAK GOOD THINGS
- BEING ABLE TO DRIVE SELF INSANE

