Comments on self
WHY I AM HERE?
WHAT WAS THE DRAW THAT BROUGHT ME HERE IN THE FIRST PLACE?
WHAT GUIDES MY SPIRIT THROUGH?
I PASS OVER THE BARREN WASTES ON TOWARDS LUSH FERTILE PLACES. I'M DRAWN TO A DENSE FORREST WHERE I REST. THE DAPPLED LIGHT FILTERING THROUGH THE LEAVES CREATING A SOOTHING AND CALMING FEELING WITHIN ME. SLEEP SOON OVERCAME ME.
ALL OF A SUDDEN I FEEL A DRAW ON EACH SIDE OF ME NIETHER ONE STRONGER THAN THE OTHER, ONE HAS A DARK AURA ABOUT IT THE OTHER A FEINT LUMINECENT GLOW. I SUDDENLY REALISE THAT THERE ARE 2 SPIRITS WITH ME, ONE EITHER SIDE. THEY DON'T EXERT EXCESSIVE FORCE, BUT I AM STUCK FAST!
WHERE IS IT THAT THEY WANT ME TO GO?
WHY ARE THEY HERE?
WHAT IS THE TRUE MEANING OF IT ALL?
I TRY TO SPEAK TO THEM, BUT NOTHING UTTERS FROM WITHIN ME. HERE I AM STUCK IN A CONFLICT THAT I NEITHER UNDERSTAND OR CAN SEE REASON TO. I NEED TO BREAK FREE. FIND MY PLACE AND DIRECTION. I NEED TO ERR TO ONE SIDE OR THE OTHER AND HEAD AWAY WITH IT, BUT WHICH WAY?
ALL OF A SUDDEN IT BECAME CLEAR, THERE WAS A STABBING PAIN OF PERSECUTION FROM ONE SIDE THAT DROVE ME TO THE OTHER. MY LOUD, ENERGETIC AND YOUTHFUL SPIRIT HAD BEEN BROUGHT DOWN UPON BY THE OPRESSIVE NATURE OF ONE FACTION. IT TRIED TO STEM ME, TO QUIETEN ME AND HIDE ME AWAY. ALL OF A SUDDEN WITH NEW CLARITY I JERKED MYSELF AWAY FROM THIS SPIRIT AND TOWARDS THE OTHER.
FREED FROM THE BINDING ENERGY I MOVED QUICKLY, SHOUTING AS I WENT,
"WHY DO YOU THINK I AM A MR NOT A mr?"
THIS IS MY FORCE MY ESSENCE, MY SOUL IS HELD WITHIN MY DEMEANOUR!
I WAS THE FIRST!
I MAY NOT BE THE MOST POWERFUL OR LEADING THE COLLECTIVE, BUT MY ESSENCE IS IN ALL MR'S. IT WAS MY FORCE THAT DREW FORTH OUR LEADER, MY ENERGY THAT GAVE US THE TITLE, MR!"
WE WERE GAINING SPEED MOVING THROUGH A MAZE AT BLINDING PACE. THEN SPACE, FREEDOM AND CALM. IT WAS AT THIS POINT THAT IT DAWNED ON ME I WAS IN MY NEW HOMELAND, THE PLACE I WAS DESTINED TO BE AND PROTECT.
I WAS IN GOLEMUS.
DAY AND NIGHT A WANDERED ABOUT THIS NEW PLACE, SEEKING OUT ALL AREAS TO FAMILIARISE MYSELF TO MY NEW SURROUNDINGS.