But What If This is Not Who I Am
What if the mountains aren't as scary to me
as they are to the one who built them?
What if I don't mind returning the Creator to His throne
though it may be higher than yours, O Colorless Mur.
What if I have already tasted a freedom
much finer than the one you promised me
when I was young
what if I have actually grown too young for this game?
what if your box will never hold me?
what would you say to me
if i told you it can never be even close enough to close enough
that you will never have my company here
as much as you said we are friends?
what if i don't trust you?
what if i'm not here to stay?
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Ask
It's not worth the resistance
to be the one in charge
The life we have here is a pittance
give everything up, don't be large
bash in the heart of stone
the real goal is far, so far
way up above the mountain
not to be settled by war
let in the mountain's pain
bite it till all the teeth mar
still you must ask it, again, again
after all, it's who you are.
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In death, live.
(Image may be subject to copyright. Read the note at the end of this page.).
The sun is very bright these days
No room for all that light
It's hard to have a vision
In a place that's filled so tight.
I remember making progress every time I discover a sort of "harm" I can cause myself or someone else can cause me in the combat system, and then try to think about the way to work despite it.
I don't actually cause that harm, but it is useful knowledge in case the situation comes up.
For instance, how can I fight without value points? How can I fight without exploring points?
Once I see that it is possible to keep fighting in each circumstance, I am suddenly not afraid of as many things! Because there is a way out, so I don't need to keep things balanced in some specific way to be able to keep helping others with their fighting.
Then I can acknowledge more and more effects as potentially useful, depending what I'm searching for.
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Best wishes!
klawdees
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No one - Is your Elu hungry ... PM for 3 candy.Find me for 9 ;). Offer on 8/8
This "challenge" exemplifies what is needed to survive in the current MD. I am failing, so far.
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Reconciliation
WORD over all, beautiful as the sky!
Beautiful that war, and all its deeds of carnage, must in time be utterly lost;
That the hands of the sisters Death and Night, incessantly softly wash again, and ever
again, this soil’d world:
... For my enemy is dead—a man divine as myself is dead;
I look where he lies, white-faced and still, in the coffin—I draw near;
I bend down, and touch lightly with my lips the white face in the coffin.
--Walt Whitman, "Leaves of Grass"
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