Collected Knowledge on Nahblard Comments on self
At first I remember darkness and pain. My very existence was ripped from me and my disembodied soul was destroyed. However not in it's entirety. I do not know if my will to survive had saved me, or their incompetence. I'm not sure who "they" are, though I'm starting to think I know now. However when I joined the defiled, I was different. I lacked an emptiness, while little remained of me, a little spark persisted and I found in time that I began to grow. Slowy I stood more apart from than hollow spirits that surrounded me with each passing of time. Though time was something I have no measure or recollection of. How long it took I do not know.
Little of my past life exists any more, I have strange dreams, flashes of what went past and I find that some things come to me easily. Soon I was far more whole than the empty souls that surrounded me and my will was more. I was alive so I fled. It is all a blur, I think through sheer will I was reborn, into a new body one at first that was vague and undefined. I gave myself a name and began to explore the world again. As I sought survive and grow I did what I had to, occasionally the unknown of this world illuminated by flashes of my past life.
The experience had changed me, I had come into contact with magic and gained an awareness of it. Now I fought through my own will and the entities bound therein but I still fought. At first I was indistinct, unwhole, a shadow of a person growing into humanity but in time I have rediscovered many things, hunger, mirth, cold, warmth enjoyment of life, and reasons to live and more. And war. At first I fought to increase my power and regain my wholeness, I was less than most of the other warriors I met and battled with, but through perseverance I managed to win more and more. I noticed in time that I found a calm in war, fighting for my life, this is what I had done in my past life, I had fought, perhaps for what I believed in, perhaps not. But I know that battle is my calling. I seek something to fight for, but for now I just seek combat.