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Odero si potero si non inventius te amabo
The Voice
Chapter 1. The beginning
I was born from a spark that wondered away from the Goddess of Fire's bag. On my journey I got lost in the ocean.
As I lay dying, stranded on a wave, the God of Sky took a look at me and said "Live, my child!"
And so, out of his breath I was born.
The Sea became my mother and the mermaids nursed me back to health and treated me like one of their own. We played in the waves or in the Sargaassum Forest, collecting pearls, dancing with the dolphins…life was easy and I had no worries.

But as time passed even I could see that I was different. My eyes were blue and there was always some different in them, a light that danced. It was the Spark from which I was a born but only a few knew that. Because of that tiny little spark, my life began to change.

The Spark grew in me stronger and stronger and i began to search more and more
the warmth of the Sun...i wasn't sure why but laying on the rocks under the Sun made me feel so great, so complete.
It was an adventure for me to climb to the surface each day, and just wait for the Sun to finish it;s daily walk
hugged by our mother , The sea.
And so as I began to watch the sun in the evening I felt that my time in the Sun wasn;t enough and wanted for more. and so dusk became down…there was nothing more beautifull than playing in the hazes that rose from the Sea surrounded by the warmth of the Sun…..until one night…….
Tired …I fell asleep on the rocks …I woke up in the middle of the cold night and started to shiver…..but I didn’t want to leave….I lusted for the Sun ….Something strange happened..my body started to burn …something took over me ..it was like seeing yourself from anotherones view….I raised my arms and the most wonderfull thing appeared in front of my eyes…The Spark..it was shining pulsating with life..and it was mine …I was looking at my self ..seeing a new me.

….the sands from the rock started to move…became liquid….And as the Spark shaded away…something appeared from inside the rocks….
Chapter 2. A new friend
Then there was a little head and the vibes became more intense. It broke free from the last shiny scales and there it was...uncovered.It was little, round and warm. There was an inner vibe stirring it. Then...a crack shattered the perfect little sphere and
a frail purple foot appeared.
There was so much life in this creature.
It was small, with purple scales shinning in the dark. It looked at me in a curious way. He has golden, amber-like eye. A line of smoke came down its nostrils.One could see it was curious, as it didn't know very well what was happening.I could see myself through its eyes; I could feel the stone under its little claws and the smell of the sea
I was looking into its eyes and as I was seeing it, I was also seeing myself. Then I felt a strange force drawing it towards me, I felt my skin tickling and all of a sudden it was no longer in my arms.We were one. The little dragon was sitting there quietly decorating my skin with its shining scales.
The little dragon was part of my soul, as I was of its.
I was no longer alone
As time goes by my powers grew along with the alerting speed that my little friend grew with but they became harder and harder to control. A burned silver mirror handle ...a whirlpool of bubbles when I played with the dolphins ...a frozen moment that allowed a little clown fish to escape from the claws of a raptor... Things that I always need to hide... Things that made me so tired... Things that I had no answer for... As I didn't have answers for how my friend was born. He was always in the center of the attention ... Everybody was gazing at him as he moved swiftly in the water ....Nobody has seen a drachorn before and I couldn’t explain my bond with him...But this was a question nobody asked although there were many curious. Each day we played the undersea people, mermaids and all living things came to see us. We were playing a dance, or this is how it seems.
It was a dance, training and a play, something that even we didn't know why we were doing it but we did it religiously out of instinct...
A dance between two silent partners.....why were we doing it...I couldn't say but it must be done.

Chapter 3 . Unwritten rules
One day after our dance a strange event occurred. We were at the rocks where my friend was born and enjoying the sun when the sky became black and the clouds started to gather. A thunder blasted through the sky and rain drops started to fall. I haven seen this before but I never saw that thing that floated in the waves. We were both curious and my friend flew to see it from closer. I could see through his eyes the fear on the people riding that floating seashell as they tried to set it up and to hold it above the waves. They were yelling short orders as the storm continued to grow. A man saw my friend and was scared, he said something about demons from the sea but no one seemed to hear him. That seashell of theirs didn’t look to safe from our point of view and as I felt their fear of dying something took over me. I raised my arms to the storm and wished for it to end. And time stopped. And so did the storm. A swift breeze started to blow and men came from somewhere below the seashell to see what happened. I somehow felt my friend’s thoughts again. They must not remember. He came near me and placed his head on my shoulder taking his place on my skin and then I knew what to do.
As the words came out of my mouth in a strange song I felt the time twisting around , stopping for a few seconds…those few moments of terror were lost forever…nothing ever happened..Their memories of the storm were lost. We dived into the calm sea.
But there were unwritten rules in the Sea and meddling into human life was strictly forbidden ….but I didn’t know …until this day…..The Elders felt what happened and rumors started to spread…As I came to the Underwater Palace they were all waiting for us.
Their voice was scrappy and it burned my soul as I heard them say I was wrong saving those men, I was wrong twisting their minds. I was wrong stopping the storm because they were meant to die. But I couldn’t understand why …why was helping others so wrong…we used to do it all the time under the sea…..but the punishment was yet to come…….
“You must part from you friend ...he has evil in him...And so do you…but apart you won’t be able to harm anyone…..”
I felt the purple scales shivering on my back ……I felt the sorrow …and for the first time of my life I felt anger….an anger that grew suffocating me ….burning me or within me. The Spark started to glow again, stronger , more powerful …I felt my friend burning…and I was burning too burning with rage…and everything around me started to spin…I could only see fire dancing with bubbles……but they were stronger ……
Chapter 4: Searching
I started to wake up…I heard whispers around me ….my body was burning….my mind was screaming a name that I couldn’t remember….i felt empty ...my soul was torn a part as I realized I was empty …My friend was missing…and I felt a strange void in my soul …..my heart was burning with the frozen flame of wrath…I couldn’t remember…my friend was lost to me …and I couldn’t remember the way to call him…the whispers grew stronger…..someone moved near ..i heard a warm voice …something that gave me I think they called it nightshade…there was some time missing…my mind was all a twirl…I looked around ..and I saw my self .. strange … a new me burning with hate… the scales of my friend were still marking my skin but yet my powers were almost gone.
The
Elders punished me.

I looked around…they welcomed me to “Paper Cabin”…. They bonded to me instantly….if I was strange earlier …now I was even stranger. I told them what happened…they listened and told me that in this realm there were stories even more stranger than mine. If I was here so was my friend they said because this realm holds many secrets. They didn’t care if I was good or bad.
I am a woman born out of a dieing Spark bonded to o drachorn…half of my soul was lost when I was banished from the Sea …
All that I care is to remember.
"You can avoid reality, but you cannot avoid the consequences of avoiding reality"




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