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In beginning there was nothing except chaos and confusion that only Raven was witnessed. But there came time when the fight between good and evil, light and dark has stopped and decided to make new world in which both could live. World of magic and wonders and as none of sides could decide how to create it they gave a small bag to Raven, a bag of powers.
As Raven flew through darkness and light he was getting tired but there was no place to rest there was only water to be seen miles around. So while he flew, he removed a rock from his bag and threw it into the sea. This rock became the first land. He sat down upon this land to rest, while resting he took other rocks from his sack and threw them into the water. Thus Raven made the land.
Rested, Raven continued his way to create the world. After long time he got tired again so he decided to rest on land he created before. And as he was resting he removed fir, willow, the pine, the spruce and all the trees of the world. He also removed the huckleberry bush, the wild strawberry, the grass and all of the plants of the world, including the plants of the sea. These things he scattered across the land and the water, so that they may grow.
Again Raven took his pouch around his neck and flew through the darkness. And again The Raven became tired so that he sat upon a rock. This time he removed all the animals of the world. The wolf, the eagle, the salmon, the bear, the dear, and all the animals of land and sea.
Raven looked around him at the world he had made, it was a good world, and every one was peaceful and happy. But before he flew off he looked into his pouch and saw that there was one thing left. So he removed man from the bag and placed him upon the earth.
Raven enjoyed peace and happiness but he realized that he is missing old world, world of chaos and confusion. So he flew over land and transformed himself in human form to bring confusion and chaos upon world that he created. But he also decided to bless some of people and help them.
And so Raven became good and evil, light and dark, he became Illusionist.
As Raven was making confusion and blessing to some others he realized that by doing goals that he have set himself world won’t change. That made him think about all humans that have similar goal and decide to join one of them.
With this decision he sent two of his messengers Huginn (Thoughtful) and Muninn (Mindful) to seek those that are worthy and have good idea and will to accomplish their goal.
While the two messengers were away, Raven proclaimed himself as Hrafna-Gud, the God of the Ravens and established his dominion in Raven’s Peace.
Giving warning to all saying:
A place where Raven is at rest.
To not disturb him would be best.
The messengers have returned bringing words about Loreroot alliance describing them as faithful guardians of Loreroot that are peaceful but yet to be feared in fight. Hrafna-Gud realized that he has made his territory in Raven’s Peace that’s part of Loreroot and Loreroot alliance. Raven sent his two messengers immediately to NelyaSetesh asking her to acknowledge his place in Loreroot and also in Loreroot alliance…
As Huginn and Muninn were nowhere to be seen after Raven sent them on their tasks he got worried because of their disappearing.
They fly over earthground.
I fear for Huginn,
that he may not return.
But even more, I fear
for the loss of Muninn.
Next day the two messengers returned unharmed but frightened from enemies that tried to stop them… But they were bringing good news from leader of Loreroot alliance. NelyaSetesh has approved his dominion in Raven’s Peace and also accepted him in ranks of Loreroot alliance.
Time of Mischief
This chapter of my journey begins with world’s need of protectors, a need for healing and support. This time could be also called time of mischief as far as it goes for me. Even if many didn't and most still don't realize what was bound to happen with actions that have been done. Even if I was not only one to use the strength that I already had, I was one main part of it.
If you be thirsty, fleshthing, drink of me.
If you be hungry, then feed for I am the honeymaker and the jacksberry!
He am the leaf that feeders on the fleshed ones.
Thems that calls themselves Builders and wielded up a hammers against him!

But as there was need for protectors it was also washed away as the small wave of changes came. Needs for protectors were changed by need or should I say hunger for power that many have been corrupted by. Most have forgotten days many moons ago...
My mission my purpose has been fulfilled as a protector even if I will always look on that time differently than others...

Darkness of Woods

Many also saw me as one of those that lost their path. That I had gone after power and control of others, but I was merely preparing for days to come and all deeds have been done in search of better days. Not much different from days of old. Days and many new moons on their way might show us new better path, illuminated in whole new light of day.
Only a few remain on the path in their dedication to Lore and the Root now. Tho hearts of guardians has been slowly returning into pride and honor of the Root and its everlasting forest.
Rise Guardians with glory of the Root in your minds!



And the night draws in beside her
As we embrace the dark side by side
I pour my soul to those eyes full of fire
To harvest the seed ploughed inside her
Muse of Love

Love to be loved,
Hate to be hated,
Love not to be hated,
Hate not to be loved.
Only the blind can truly see for they cannot prejudge on appearance.


This time I have woke up into sheer darkness. Trying to open my eyes but they would not listen, they remained closed. I started feeling things around me in panic, trying to remember anything else but the pain I have been through. Where am I? Suddenly a strange feeling formed inside me, not pain but relief. My body, my memories everything started coming back slowly while a voice inside of me spoke these words:
"Eyes removed so that emotions do not interfere with thoughts. Parts of skin removed… to enter a state of nirvana. Hair to cover self in beauty and a harden body to purge the soul. Wings are grown…One for protection and to comfort self and loved ones, the other to battle inner demons. Consciousness divided to avoid being persuaded."
At that point I finally understood what has happened. Something inside of me has changed something that can also affect my appearance, something really strange and maybe good. “Consciousness divided” echoed in my head when voice within me has spoken again:
"I am the guardian. I have stood since the first roots took hold. I am old, ancient. Watching growth and evolution as the first ones visit from their worlds. I am old growth now, but invasive roots send their tormentors to sting me. The atmosphere closes in and chokes. The air is wrong, poison. I must act. The children of this world are here. I will spread out and grow strong, take root and twist in. The world will be covered with my invasion. They choke me as I enter their systems. My others spin their air, melt the old ice, and drown the beasts. Floods, maelstroms, and angry waters. I am an avenger for the world. I will take severe action and pull my roots from these hallowed grounds to be wielded in the cause of the world.






































